I had a lot of mixed emotions, I laughed really hard that it hurt.. (Thanks Chan) I even cried (Thanks Memories) but one thing is reflection..
Sometimes, just sometimes, you gain a lot out of life, but a lot of the times you have to go through things, whether it is sickness, death, or romance that is lost.
but at the same time, Sometimes we feel as if we are standing in sinking sand, no one is around to help you..
You laugh you cry, you throw things and break them and they may never be able to be repaired. But, the friendships that I made along the way, makes my TODAY’S
better, they make a smile that i have not smiled in a long time come on my face, tears come, but they are happy tears… Your comments, your calls, your text messages, any kind of love
or gestures of kindness that you have sent my way, has made my day.. I am not big on a lot of the questions that’s being emailed to me, if you don’t know, Not my problem, I am not to give
out mass emails on my health. I don’t want to hear a bunch of gossip either, if i want to know about what others that is close to me is doing I will ask them.. I am not in the mood nor in good
health to really care.. I love you all.. but I don’t love some of the things that come to me, they hurt me more than that help. TODAY, I decided that I will NOT hear of any of this anymore.
TODAY, I decided that the people who has been in my life that wish me good and well (those that are good to me) I will always love you and care for you. The ones that mean me harm…FUCK YOU!
and the horse that you rode in on! TODAY!, I cannot promise you that I will be 100%, or how long I will be around, but you best believe you all gave me something to remember and take with me…
A true friend knows your weaknesses but shows you your strengths; feels your fears but fortifies your faith; sees your anxieties but frees your spirit; recognizes your disabilities but emphasizes your possibilities.